Friends , what does the word even mean? I don't get it. You say that word and all of a sudden your ' friends ' with a person . Like you can trust them with anything. To me it just doesn't make any sense. ( Well that's me, an over thinker ). Sure, I have friends , even best friends but it took me a long time to say that. Another word I don't understand is the word ' sorry '. Its such a simple word , but usually the reason your saying sorry is because you did something really bad to someone you care about. Okay, so how is one word supposed to erase all the mean things that ' friend ' said about you behind your back , or even to your face? How is it supposed to erase that feeling you got when you heard that mean word or name. ( And don't worry I say it myself.) ..
Here is something else, and this we have NO say over. NONE! How does God pick someone to die? I know that sounds bad but think about it, somebody has to decide when your time in this world is up. It can't just happen. In my life I have had a lot of scares like that. Even though I don't remember any of it , I will always live with that. ( I won't explain what I am talking about quit yet. I'll do it in another blog so stay tuned ) .
Life can be so crazy. These words that we hear people say we don't know if they mean it , or if they do mean it after we say they don't. Ahh, Life. Its really interesting if you think about. All these people walking around with different thoughts , and different out looks on life , even different goal. Some of us may at the same but we are not all the same! NONE of us are.
Tell me what you think ..
PS, sorry for going so deep on all of you. I've just had a lot to think about these past couple of daaays. I promise my next one wont be as deep. Hehe.
Untouchable like a distant diamond sky I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why
I'm caught up in you I'm caught up in you
Untouchable Burning brighter than the sun And when you're close I feel like coming undone
In the middle of the night When I'm in this dream It's like a million little stars Spelling out your name You gotta come on, come on Say that we'll be together Come on, come on Little taste of heaven It's half full and I won't wait here all day I know you're saying that you'll be here anyway But you're untouchable Burning brighter than the sun Now that you're close I feel like coming undone
In the middle of the night When I'm in this dream It's like a million little stars Spelling out your name You gotta come on, come on Say that we'll be together Come on, come on Oh
In the middle of the night We could form this dream I wanna feel you by my side Standing next to me You gotta come on, come on Say that we'll be together Come on, come on Little taste of heaven
Oh, oh I'm caught up in you Oh, oh, oh
Untouchable Burning brighter than the sun And when you're close I feel like coming undone In the middle of the night When I'm in this dream It's like a million little stars Spelling out your name You gotta come on, come on Say that we'll be together Come on, come on Oh, oh
In the middle of the night When I'm in this dream It's like a million little stars Spelling out your name You gotta come on, come on Say that we'll be together Come on, come on Little taste of heaven
* This song is AMAZING:) How does she do it? Honestly. Such truth in her writing
Hey guys , So as I promised I said I'd do more blogs , so here we go . :)
I hope everyone's halloween went awesome , ( and safe of course ) . Minee was fun , and crazy. Boy, Shilo is one goood trick or treater . She did 2 WHOLE blocks :O And she's one! I was walking with her and her dad, and she was like ' come on , come on! ' It was funny.. and cuutee. Olivia and Spencer we go go go :) They wont NOT stop! No joke. It was crazzzy.. I am suprised no body fell and really hurt themselves! It was a gooood halloween .
That following Monday was my birthday and it was AWESOME! I got the best presents ever. I got a new phone ( the lg zenon ). Its AMAZING. No joke. But my favorite present was my Taylor Swift Fearless special additon ( or what ever its called ! :P ahha ) . It has SIX new songs :O ( Including the piano version of Forever & Always , which may I say is BEAUTIFUL ) . She is SO talented. The cd also comes with a dvd and it has behind the scenes to her music videos for her songs ' White Horse ' , ' Love Story ' , and ' You belong with me ' :) :) AND behind the scenes of her Fearless tour AAANNNDDD her music video with T-Pain ' Thug story ' . Seriously that girl can do it all :)
Anyways , Just wanted to saaay heey , and keep my promise ( about blogging more ! )
Wow, I am really bad at keeping you guys updated .. I feel horriblee! .. Eh , Sorry .
Here are a few updates :
Tomorrow is halloween and it turns out I am not dressing up. I can't find anything to be. Oh well , I am still gonna have fun. I am going to Joan and James ( my aunt and uncles ) house. Oliva and Spencer ( My cousins and their kids ) are gonna be Hannah Montana and a dragon. My cousin Shilo is gonna be there and she is gonna be a pumpkin:) Remember , she is only 1 . Her new born baby brother , Paxton is coming too with her mom and dad , ( Laura and Bill ) . My grandma is gonna be there to help. Wowza, Its gonna be a busy household! Oh well , thats alwaays fun..
Last halloween my little neighbour Housten was in the hospital and it really makes me think how fast time can go , and if you just keep praying then things can be pretty good :)
On Mondaay its my ..... BIRTHDAY:) :) I am so exited . I am turning 15 .. FINALLY! I seems like everyone is 15 expet me.. LOL . I guess thats what happens when your birthday is the second last month in a a year with 12 months:) ( Did that make any sense ? ) ..
Tonight is the Miley Cyrus concert ! :) :) :) Ahhh , I am SO exited . I've been waiting for this foreveeer .. at least it feels like that ! :) :) I can't wait to tell all of you about it . Its gonna be an awesome concert !
Here are the list of songs she is doing , and in the order -
Breakout Start All Over 7 Things Kicking and Screaming Bottom of the Ocean Fly On the Wall Michael Jackson "Thriller" tribute :) Let's Get Crazy Hoedown Throwdown ::Surprise cover:: (hint: will.i.am) These Four Walls When I Look at You (featuring sneak peeks of "The Last Song") Obsessed Spotlight G.N.O. I Love Rock N' Roll (cover) Party in the USA Wake Up America Simple Song See You Again The Climb
I can't wait to see her do " The Climb " " When I look at you " "
ps. This is a really old one I made and I found it in my saved ones so I decited to add it . Oh , and it was an awesomee concert:)
A few days ago I saw " My sisters keeper " for the first time . While I was watching it I just couldn't get my head around the fact that this does happen , everyday , every minute . Everyday a family finds out that their son or daughter has cancer and there is nothing they can do about it . They have to put their child through pain and sometimes ( well most of the time ) their child dosen't even live . I could never image having to do that ..
If you haven't seen the movie yet , here is a summary :
Conceived by means of in vitro fertilization, Anna Fitzgerald (Abigail Breslin) was brought into the world to be a genetic match for her older sister, Kate (Sofia Vassilieva), who suffers from acute promyelocytic leukemia. Because of her sister's dependency on her, Anna is unable to live the life she wants; in and out of the hospital constantly, she cannot take part in extracurricular activities such as cheerleading or soccer. When Kate turns 13 she goes into renal failure. Knowing that she will have to donate one of her kidneys to her sister, Anna sues her parents for medical emancipation and the rights to her own body. Attorney Campbell Alexander (Alec Baldwin) agrees to work for Anna pro bono. The film is interlaced with flashbacks that detail the strong relationship between Kate and Anna, as well as how Kate's illness has affected her siblings' lives. Before the result of the case is known, it is revealed that Kate had asked Anna to file for medical emancipation. Believing that she would not survive the surgery, Kate wants to die. Anna wins the case, and due to her sister's wishes does not donate her kidney. Kate later dies at the hospital. The family moves on with their lives, being changed by Kate's death, but every year on Kate's birthday they go to Montana, which was her favorite place in the world.
Sorry I haven't blogged in a while but I've been SUPER busy . I am in Des Moines , Iowa visiting family :) I am having an awesome timee . I am visiting my cousin's Matt and Paige and their kids ( so my second cousins ) Caroline , Jack and Harrison . They are so cute. My mom came with me and my aunt came too:)
Today we went to the mall and we saw Shawn Johnson !!!!!!! Yes, the olympic gymnastic winner AND dancing with the stars winner . :) I was kinda ( when I say kinda I am REALLY ) freaking out .. In my head though . I think she was with her mom . I go two cardigans from Forever 21 . I lovee that store . After the mall I went with Paige to pick up Caroline ( she is 4 ) from school . Jack , who is 2 came with us . He didn't have school todaay .
Tonight I am going to Wicked with my mom , my aunt Judy and Paige :) Apparently its really good so I hope i'll enjoy it :) :) :) :)
THEEEN , On friday I am going to the Miley Cyrus concert . She has been sick but I read on her twitter that she is doing a show tonight :D :D so I am HAPPY !! I'll tell youu guys about the concert after I've been .. DUH !!
Pretty girls, they have it easy Living the strawberry kiwi life. Me, I just fill up on coffee Let the caffeine do the talking Well I'll always miss you and i'll always wish you'd been mine. Well if i was an english teacher I probably could get you to dance with me Well Robert Frost is in your wallet The Road Less Whatever-you-call-it oh, ohhh and I'll always miss you And i'll always wish you'd been mine Love, I'm afraid, that after tonight There won't be a way to see you But just for the sake of our storyline I'll wait a day to break the bad news ohhhh ohhhh So I'll buy myself a cheap apartment And I'll buy my heart a secret compartment yeah And when your memory starts to surface I'll toast to mistakes made on purpose yeahhh ohhhh Well I'll always miss you And I'll always wish you'd been mine Well it takes an idealist to know one And me and you, we had it goin for us yeahh And we the dreamers chase forever So at least yeah now we'll be together I guess Well I'll always miss you And I'll always wish you'd been mine. I'll always miss you.
And I'll always wish you'd been mine.
* I don't really understand this song but maybe that's the point ! " We the dreamers " , we all have to dream and dreaming dosen't always making sense :) :) :)What is your take on the song ?
So I wanted to try all this blogging stuff out ! :) So here I go .. Bare with me ..
The name of my blog pretty much gives away the stuff I will be talking about . I will be tell you about my day and everything that happened , I will also be trying out my songs and you guys and please please tell me what you think !
Also, I will talking about music ( my love ) and we can share the type of music we likee :) Sounds likee fun , huh ? Haha ...
I will try and make one everyday . ( I guess this counts for todaays :) I will tell you the things I liked and the things I really didn't likee :)