My thoughts of the day :)

Friends , what does the word even mean? I don't get it. You say that word and all of a sudden your ' friends ' with a person . Like you can trust them with anything. To me it just doesn't make any sense. ( Well that's me, an over thinker ). Sure, I have friends , even best friends but it took me a long time to say that. Another word I don't understand is the word ' sorry '. Its such a simple word , but usually the reason your saying sorry is because you did something really bad to someone you care about. Okay, so how is one word supposed to erase all the mean things that ' friend ' said about you behind your back , or even to your face? How is it supposed to erase that feeling you got when you heard that mean word or name. ( And don't worry I say it myself.) .. 

Here is something else, and this we have NO say over. NONE! How does God pick someone to die? I know that sounds bad but think about it, somebody has to decide when your time in this world is up. It can't just happen. In my life I have had a lot of scares like that. Even though I don't remember any of it , I will always live with that. ( I won't explain what I am talking about quit yet. I'll do it in another blog so stay tuned ) . 

Life can be so crazy. These words that we hear people say we don't know if they mean it , or if they do mean it after we say they don't. Ahh, Life. Its really interesting if you think about. All these people walking around with different thoughts , and different out looks on life , even different goal. Some of us may at the same but we are not all the same! NONE of us are. 

Tell me what you think ..

Xoxo <3 

Sydneey .

PS, sorry for going so deep on all of you. I've just had a lot to think about these past couple of daaays. I promise my next one wont be as deep. Hehe. 

Untouchable - Taylor Swif

Untouchable like a distant diamond sky I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why 

I'm caught up in you I'm caught up in you 

Untouchable Burning brighter than the sun 
And when you're close I feel like coming undone 

In the middle of the night When I'm in this dream 
It's like a million little stars 
Spelling out your name You gotta come on, come on 
Say that we'll be together 
Come on, come on 
Little taste of heaven 
It's half full and I won't wait here all day 
I know you're saying that you'll be here anyway 
But you're untouchable 
Burning brighter than the sun 
Now that you're close I feel like coming undone 

In the middle of the night 
When I'm in this dream 
It's like a million little stars 
Spelling out your name 
You gotta come on, come on Say that we'll be together Come on, come on 
Oh 

In the middle of the night 
We could form this dream 
I wanna feel you by my side 
Standing next to me 
You gotta come on, come on 
Say that we'll be together Come on, come on 
Little taste of heaven 

Oh, oh 
I'm caught up in you Oh, oh, oh 

Untouchable 
Burning brighter than the sun 
And when you're close I feel like coming undone 
In the middle of the night 
When I'm in this dream 
It's like a million little stars 
Spelling out your name 
You gotta come on, come on 
Say that we'll be together 
Come on, come on 
Oh, oh 

In the middle of the night 
When I'm in this dream It's like a million little stars 
Spelling out your name 
You gotta come on, come on 
Say that we'll be together 
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

* This song is AMAZING:) How does she do it? Honestly. Such truth in her writing 

My first blogg at 15 !! :)

Hey guys , So as I promised I said I'd do more blogs , so here we go . :) 

I hope everyone's halloween went awesome , ( and safe of course ) . Minee was fun , and crazy. Boy, Shilo is one goood trick or treater . She did 2 WHOLE blocks :O And she's one! I was walking with her and her dad, and she was like ' come on , come on! ' It was funny.. and cuutee. Olivia and Spencer we go go go :) They wont NOT stop! No joke. It was crazzzy.. I am suprised no body fell and really hurt themselves! It was a gooood halloween . 

That following Monday was my birthday and it was AWESOME! I got the best presents ever. I got  a new phone ( the lg zenon ). Its AMAZING. No joke. But my favorite present was my Taylor Swift Fearless special additon ( or what ever its called ! :P ahha ) . It has SIX new songs :O ( Including the piano version of Forever & Always , which may I say is BEAUTIFUL ) . She is SO talented. The cd also comes with a dvd and it has behind the scenes to her music videos for her songs ' White Horse ' , ' Love Story ' , and ' You belong with me ' :) :) AND behind the scenes of her Fearless tour AAANNNDDD her music video with T-Pain ' Thug story ' . Seriously that girl can do it all :) 

Anyways , Just wanted to saaay heey , and keep my promise ( about blogging more ! ) 

xoxo<3 

Sydneey. 

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